This is approximately what I said in my UXLibs plenary talk on June 8, 2023 in Brighton. Or at least what I’d planned to say.
The last time I was at UXLibs was 2019. I had a poster and was recruiting participants for a research project on structures and supports for UX work in academic libraries. Some of you in the room took me up on that – thank you! – and I did interviews later that year. I was lined up to present some of those results at the 2020 conference. Oh well. But as it turns out, I think it’s a good thing that I didn’t do that presentation. Because if I had, I wouldn’t be doing this presentation. And I think this one is better.
I originally titled this talk “More than just working together: reflections on UX work and collaboration” partly as a blatant tie-in with the theme, but it is about collaboration and it is a reflection on that 2019 project on UX work. And not just my own reflection. I asked some of the original participants to reflect on the resulting article, published in WeaveUX in 2020. (Again, some of you in the room did that reflection – thank you!) Andy didn’t think the title was very punchy. He’s right. It’s very academic. There’s a colon there and everything. But this is not an academic talk. So, I’m changing the title. Although collaboration is more than just working together, that’s not really the main message of the talk. The main message of the talk is what I said or wanted to say to almost every person I interviewed for these projects: “It’s not just you.”
This morning I’m going to describe that first project very briefly, so that you know what people were reflecting on, I’ll mention why I wanted to do this reflection, and then focus on that collective – you could say collaborative – reflection on UX work and collaboration.
The original project: In 2019, I interviewed 30 people in 5 countries about how their UX work is structured and supported. I was hoping to find which structures and supports were most likely to set UX workers up for success.
The thirty participants worked in academic libraries in Canada, Norway, Sweden, the United Kingdom, and the United States. They worked in a wide range of libraries and had a wide range of UX experience.
I’m not going delve deeply into the findings, but will quickly look at the main themes that came through:
- On the structure side:
- Have a formal UX group: Participants with a UX department, committee, or working group saw their UX work had big impacts in their libraries.
- If you don’t have a UX group, working with an informal group of colleagues led to some impact, including shifting the library culture toward UX.
- Not surprising, given the above, involving colleagues in UX work had a positive effect on UX workers.
- Authority to implement change is important: Participants who cited impacts were able to directly implement changes or ensure that others did so.
- Move beyond web UX: Participants with a web focus struggled with a lack of support, lack of authority, and a lack of impact.
- And for support:
- Concrete management support is important: Participants who cited impacts and support from colleagues also pointed to management interest in UX and staff being allowed time to do UX work.
I was hoping to apply these findings to a new role in my library. I worked with my boss and my boss’s boss to change my job description to include UX beyond the website. They supported the creation of a UX Committee, as I wanted to structure in the involvement of colleagues, including a senior manager to oversee the committee. I hoped this would confer some authority and make management support concrete.
Two years later, I felt like the committee wasn’t effective and I felt like I wasn’t effective. What did I get wrong?
Looking back at my main themes, 4 of the 6 were about working with other people in some way. I worked with other people to develop a structure where I was working with other people but still felt like I was mostly working by myself. Was there something specific about working together, about collaboration maybe, that I’d missed? I wanted to check in with the original participants; maybe I’d misunderstood or misrepresented them.
I knew re-interviewing 30 people was overly ambitious, so I contacted 16 of them, assuming some would say no. But everyone agreed! Again, there were people from 5 countries, but I didn’t look at other demographic data because it wasn’t a formal research project this time.
What did people think?
My findings did resonate. Everyone definitely agreed that working with other people and having support from management is vital for UX work – it can’t be done in isolation. They had some good things to say about the importance of collaborating with your colleagues, not just at the research stage but during data analysis and the rest of the process, so I want to share some of those:
No one person in the library ever has the full picture around an issue. And so the more that you can gather people together to share those perspectives, the fuller picture you’re going to have. And that is really key for the success of any sort of project.
[When people are in the room] it’s more of a conversation and people are more open. I feel like sometimes whenever it’s just a recommendation list people get really hung up on whether that specific recommendation is feasible in their context, not why does the need for that recommendation exist, what’s the problem that’s been identified.
Any sort of group work definitely seems to work a lot better and get more staff buy-in and more interest; people want to know what’s happening with the outcomes.
The findings resonated in another way: a lot of people I spoke to said that they were relieved to read that other people were struggling with UX work.
It was really affirming and helpful to read through those findings and to understand that there are perhaps some external factors that were impacting my ability to be effective; it wasn’t necessarily just me.
A number of people expressed that they were happy to realize “it’s not just me.”
There were two people who I’d been especially interested in reconnecting with to hear how things had been going. When I spoke to each of them in 2019, great ad hoc UX work had excited library management who had committed to formalizing UX in their libraries. Both people saw the formalization of a structure for UX work as a key indication of support for the work and a foundation for embedding UX into the library. Both included members from senior management in their UX groups. It had all sounded fantastic. And it sounded achievable! My library was not going to create a UX department or add UX to other job descriptions, but a committee? We could form a committee! These two were a particular inspiration when I was thinking about my own structure. But, reconnecting with them, they still felt like they were the only ones trying to make UX happen; nothing was embedded, the inclusion of senior management hadn’t helped to push anything along. They were both feeling pretty discouraged.
So that was disappointing. But I have to say that I was a little bit happy to hear that maybe I hadn’t been completely inept. That these very capable people had not been able to make it work either. I was able to have my own moment of “it’s not just me!”
But also: why couldn’t we make it work? All of us had support from management in the formation of our UX groups. All of us had a formal structure to work with other people.
Let’s start with the first part – “support from management.” What does meaningful support—useful support—look like? In the original interviews, when people talked about the importance of support from management, I asked them to describe what that looked like in concrete terms. Mostly people said things like giving the time to do the work, money or other things to use for participant incentives. It was very much focused on support for specific projects. Or it was very vague “interest in UX” or “valuing UX;” a sense of that UX work was appreciated. Which is important and good. However…
I think that meaningful support from management is a kind of collaboration. That collaboration should involve you as the UX worker getting what you need (and yes, that might be money, that might be staff time), and it also should involve management getting what they need from the UX work. The word that kept coming to me as I talked with people was “expectations.” Here’s what some participants said about expectations:
[UX is] a bit of a ‘stirring the pot’ kind of role… If you have an organization where they want a smooth pond all the time (to mix metaphors), it can be at cross-purposes.
This participant went on to say that if the expectation is that UX will confirm all the great work the library has done in a particular area, then if you do interviews and discover, for example, that underrepresented populations feel attacked by library policies, when you bring those findings back, it may not be what people in the library want to hear. Another participant talked about this same thing:
[Management] had an idea of how students did use the library and when what you find doesn’t conform with that idea, then, rather than act on it, it’s kind of sort of hidden away and forgotten about.
Understanding management expectations helps you align UX with the organization. Which can help the work feel relevant and meaningful. But often, it’s difficult to tell what management expects from UX work. Often, it seems like there are no expectations beyond a general feeling of “valuing UX.”
When UX is valued but not expected, it can be enough to create a UX group or a UX position and then never ask them to do the work or listen to what they recommend. One participant said
[I feel like] they hired me so they could check a box on a list of priorities: ‘UX – alright, we have a person here: check.’ But then: nothing.
Or when UX is valued but not expected it can be enough to ask for UX research to back up a decision that’s already been made.
[Sometimes management will ask] ‘Can you do this piece of research to try to find out how students are doing x, y, and z and why they’re doing x, y, and z?’ And we’ll go off and do it and then we’ll go back with what we’ve found and it will be very much cherry-picked what they want to implement and what they don’t want to implement.
Or, when UX is valued but not expected, the organization says all the right things but no action follows. All of these are tricky because how do you advocate for UX when everyone already seems to be on your side? Said one participant:
It’s much better if people say that they don’t understand or don’t agree or don’t think it’s a good idea because then we can talk about it. We can’t have a discussion if you’re pretending to agree with me.
The library valuing UX is really important. But there has to be more.
In my original research paper I talked about “direction” from management but I don’t think that was enough. Direction is important and certainly a lot of people talked about how a lack of direction impacted them. How I phrased it in the article was a feeling of: “If it doesn’t matter what I do, then what I do doesn’t matter.” But I think direction without a sense of expectation is almost as unhelpful: “If it doesn’t matter whether I’ve done anything, then what I do still doesn’t matter.”
OK, let’s look at where it works, because it is working in some libraries!
UX is part of the strategy. These are the things the [library] wants to achieve; we want UX research to feed into these changes that we want to make.
The Dean has said ‘UX is important… we’re going to make this department, we’re going to give them money and we’re going to listen to them.’
Our colleagues can see that okay, we are forming this group to help you do UX work, we have it in the strategic plan, we are communicating around these things—there’s a message that this is a preferred way of developing library services.
There is a sense of expectation here, that UX is how work is done, how decisions are made. UX isn’t just a thing we like, it’s a thing we DO.
So, looking back, I had support from management, but it didn’t feel like a collaboration and I don’t think there were any particular expectations. However, it seems reasonable to assume that explicitly adding UX to my job and creating a UX committee indicates a certain level of support for UX in the library. It feels like it comes with expectations. So maybe you don’t know that you don’t have useful management support until you realize you don’t have useful management support.
What about the working with people part? A couple of participants said this about their own UX groups:
My hope is that I get more people on the staff thinking in UX ways…. Doing UX work in their own areas sort of organically would be my end goal, with me as a resource for ideas or methods or help, collaboration.
I wanted them to come along feeling enthused about it and knowing about within their area of expertise, or the area of work that they have, that there’s things that they want to investigate.
Those participants went on to say that this hadn’t really worked out yet. This was my experience too; I had similar expectations for my UX Committee and it hasn’t happened. But I know I haven’t clearly articulated those expectations with my colleagues because I’m worried about overloading people; I don’t want to ask too much of them. Other people voiced similar feelings:
Making another committee or making another group… is work and everybody’s already on 5 different committees or groups
They were really excited about it [UX] but it quickly died a death. And I think it’s probably more to do with their day-to-day and their workloads.
Working with people is super important. But if their workloads dictate that there are 7 other priorities before they get to UX work, that’s going to affect how collaborative the work can be.
So, support from management is important but you need to have the right kind of support and it’s hard to know if you actually have that, and working with colleagues is important but you probably have very little control over how they prioritize UX work. So, how do we structure our work to set ourselves up for success?
I think this participant nails it:
Recipes don’t work on people; it’s so frustrating! [laughs] Because that’s what I really want. I want this recipe that says do this, this, and that and then it works.
But there is no recipe, no magic structure or set of supports. People. It’s… people. In one of the keynotes at the very first UXLibs conference, Matthew Reidsma told us: the library is people all the way down. UX work, too, is people all the way down.
That feeling of relief that I heard over and over from the people I talked to: “It’s not just me!” That’s as close to a generalizable finding as I’ve got: It’s not just you.
It’s not just you:
- If things are not going well, there are likely lots of other elements at play. It doesn’t mean that you are bad at this work.
- If things are going well, there are likely lots of other elements at play. It’s doesn’t mean that are you are great at this work. (It doesn’t mean you’re not great! But your ability to be great doesn’t happen in a vacuum.)
It’s not just you: UX work does not happen – cannot happen – in isolation. You need other people to help you. If it’s not working, it’s likely because you’re not getting the help you need. If it is working, it’s likely because you are getting the help you need.
It’s not just you: It is not solely your responsibility to improve the user experience in your library, even if you’re the only one in the organization who has it in your title. Or your job description. You cannot fix a library by yourself. It’s not that you’re doing it wrong or that you’re bad at your job. Lots of capable, talented people cannot get this work done in their libraries. I know this because some of them have changed jobs and gone on to do really great, impactful UX work in other libraries. It wasn’t just them. It’s not just you.
It’s not just you: There are a lot of feelings in this work UX is wonderful and exciting and inspiring AND FUN when you can do it well. And I think it’s particularly dispiriting when it fails; when you see what a difference a few changes could make and you can’t make those changes happen, for whatever reason. It can feel like you’ve let down the users who gave you their time and their thoughts, their feelings. It can feel like you’ve let down your colleagues who engaged with the project and wanted to make improvements too. And it can feel like you’ve wasted your own time, your own energy and enthusiasm, when everything you’ve done is just ignored. It’s so very easy to take it personally when we fail, because when we succeed it feels so good. As one participant said:
It could be great, so it’s that much further to fall.
This is another reason why it’s so important that UX work is a collaboration. Because the failure should not feel personal. And the success should not feel personal. And when it feels like you’re doing it alone, it’s always going to feel personal. One of the people I spoke to who shares UX responsibility with a colleague said
It’s such a joy to have another person. I have such a luxury – a person to do this work with.
It lets her know right away that it’s not just her, that her colleague has the same struggles that she has.She had what I found to be pretty inspiring advice, given that she’s been doing this work for a long time in a library that doesn’t always support and appreciate the work:
I’ve also adopted a mindset that this one thing didn’t work this time but that doesn’t mean it’s not going to work next time. I’m really able to compartmentalize and say ‘oh, we tried this little strategy and it didn’t work for this project, but we can try it again with different people and a different project and a different set of external factors and it could maybe work.’ And that, to me, kind of keeps it fresh.
What really strikes me about that is the emphasis that context is so very important and that it’s a shifting thing. So maybe what I got wrong in my original project wasn’t the analysis or the themes. Maybe the entire premise was flawed.
Because there is no structure or set of supports that will set us all up for success. We all work in different contexts. We all work with different people. What works for someone else might not work for you. What works for you this year might not work for you next year. Context changes. People change.
So my new takeaways aren’t about structures or supports. They’re a little more personal, and a little more in my control:
- As that participant advises: Keep trying things. Not in a cult of productivity “keep going no matter what!” kind of a way. Take breaks when you need to, beware of burnout, don’t bang your head against the same wall all the time. But for me, I can become so afraid of wasting effort that I do stop trying. So I will try different things, I will try the same things in different ways. I will keep trying.
- So many people I talked to said variations on “Concentrate on where you can be successful.” One person said “There has to be a prioritization anyway. So that becomes one of the aspects when we do that prioritization: Where can we be successful? Where should we put our time and efforts? To me, it makes more sense to do it where it’s going to be easier.” I also like it as “Figure out what makes you happy and do more of that. Figure out what makes you miserable and do less of that!”
- Celebrate every win; keep track of them for yourself. Remind your future self that they can do this. And share your wins with your colleagues. One participant said “It helps to see someone else be successful. It helps to have a positive example somewhere else… [Colleagues] can see [UX] is a viable way of doing something and achieving something.”
- And finally: Reach out to other UX folks. Our jobs don’t always give us what we need. One participant said: “I miss, I can’t even say that I miss it because I’m not sure I’ve ever had really good management, sadly…. There are good managers in the world – you hear about them – and somehow they inspire and push and lift their employees.”
A lot of us are seeking community. I know this came up at last year’s conference and a sub-Reddit was formed but that hasn’t seen much use. But you can think a little smaller. There are 2 presentations at this conference about regional UX communities – one in northern England and one in the Netherlands. Even smaller scale is wonderful. A UX person at another library in my city reached to me when she started her position, and we started meeting over Teams once a month to chat about what we were doing. We’ve recently expanded that to 3 other people. It takes a little organization and coordination – it takes more than just putting a structure in place – but it’s so worth it. Have you met someone great here? Stay connected! Check in with each other. If you can’t find anyone, please, get in touch with me and I will find you people.
Honestly, the absolute best part of both of these projects has been talking to other UX people. We’re great. Collectively, individually, we are just lovely. So talk to each other. Help each other out. “Inspire and push and lift” each other. It’s not just you.
That would be a lovely way to end, but I do want to take a moment to sum up.
I hoped my original project would point to some structures and supports that would help us be able to do great UX work. And although the themes that came through in that project bear out – essentially: don’t do the work by yourself, and have support from library management – upon reflection, they aren’t sufficient. And they aren’t necessarily things you can control. You can advocate to your management team, but you can’t make them give you direction or priorities or have expectations for you. You can try to encourage collaborative work with your colleagues, but you can’t make them be engaged, particularly if they’re overwhelmed with their own workloads.
Although structure is not sufficient for success, there can be structural impediments to success. Most of us will come up against those at some point. So, particularly after a conference where you’re hearing from so many fabulous people doing amazing things, please do remember that what works for someone else may not work in your context. With your people.
If you’re struggling to make changes or to do the work at all: it’s not just you. A lot of us are feeling a bit lonely trying to do amazing things in our libraries and not quite getting there. Keep trying. If things are grim, do the easier things, do the things that make you happy. Celebrate your wins, no matter how small! Share them with your colleagues, share them with us. Reach out. It’s not just you.